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Gamer girl find love
It started off like no other day,I was gaming online on my PS4 when I got an invite from my sister to play with her and her friends. I was a little shy at first when we was gaming because I didn't know the two boys that we were playing with.So I was trying not to behave like my normal dramatic self and use no obscene language, until the boy name john start to curse and behave dramatic.Suprised I was yes not going to lie because they didn't seem like my sister type of friends.
After gaming the two boys asked me for my ig and we started playing together with out my sister.Honesty the were really cool John was half American and half Mexican,when Angelo was a black Mexican American like he said.
A few days past and I started to like John so I built up my courage to ask him to date yes I did.Well what was the tricky part in this was we both live in different countries and what I didn't know is that we both had different thoughts on dating because he denied me an said he want to take a week to know me better.During that week I knew more things about him like he was going to go to the army soon,he likes taco, burgers and of course gaming.He got to know me better and we both decided yes we will date.Every day we use to play game with friends and in the night we would have long conversation on the phone.It was really like a dream come true and I was falling in love with him and so was he,but John didn't really open up fully to me because of his past and to add to my problems he used to be a player.So he was never in love with anybody for real.Well with the personality I have I made a challenge with myself to make him fall in love with me which was not going to be and easy road but I like to say go hard or go home.
One month past and I can't put into words how sad and lonely it was going to be because it was Time for John to go to basic training for the army.I talked and cried to him on the phone and poured my heart out to him on that day.He did the same and we promise each other to be loyal and text each other whenever we got time.So yes for two months I waited for him to finish without no texts or calls,it was on of the most heartbreaking feelings I had to go through.Finaly I got a text I cried reading it when he said he was getting his phone back tomorrow and he will call me as soon as he got it. I was so happy to know he did come back to me and that he still loves me that's I started screaming like someone was trying to kill me and yes I know that's so childish but I didn't care about anyone at that moment.The next day he called and I couldn't stop expressing my feeling and how much I missed him,he even had the heart to tell me he was loyal and he still loves me like he never left. We talked about how hard it was for him and that how he taught of me everytime he felt like giving up yes I know he's the sweetest. Months past and it was Christmas time so he wanted to visit his family because he had been missing them alot so he took a trip back to California.During his time there we video chat alot,I saw his family and he told his mom about me like I swear it's a true love story.Now after his time spent there he had to leave back to the army so he left after 2weeks.
It was new years we both wish each happy new years and he made a promise to come see me over in my country,yes I was jumping for joy when John said that so I had to tell my mom and sisters about it.It was march when John got into a fight at work in the army and he was pissed and started saying he wants to go back to his old self. Yes after all the love an care I showed him and when he was finally open with me about everything he said that so I got mad and we both weren't talking for like some hours. Then again he couldn't say mad at me for long so we mad back.On April 4th he asked me to marry him and I said yes that was the most happiest time of my life,like we were both madly in love and we both wanted a future together like the quote said whatever are souls are made of he and mines are the same.
Now this is how my fairytale ending change drastically, when you not there for the person to actually hug or kiss or just cuddle that gets to you badly and that's what was going on in John mind and on July 20th I lost the love of my life because he couldn't take the long distance.I was truly heartbroken when he said he was breaking up with me because of the memories we made the love we share it was purely out of trust and not lust,the necklace he bought with my picture inside all the things he both for me ,the times when I was in pain an he sent money for me just to buy ice cream and those late nights singing to him and laughing watching movies together everything was gone.With just some words I still up to this day I love him and to be honest he told me I was the only girl he was ever really in love with and that even tho were not together he will always be there for me.So that's how gamer girl found love with out even meeting her love in person.
After gaming the two boys asked me for my ig and we started playing together with out my sister.Honesty the were really cool John was half American and half Mexican,when Angelo was a black Mexican American like he said.
A few days past and I started to like John so I built up my courage to ask him to date yes I did.Well what was the tricky part in this was we both live in different countries and what I didn't know is that we both had different thoughts on dating because he denied me an said he want to take a week to know me better.During that week I knew more things about him like he was going to go to the army soon,he likes taco, burgers and of course gaming.He got to know me better and we both decided yes we will date.Every day we use to play game with friends and in the night we would have long conversation on the phone.It was really like a dream come true and I was falling in love with him and so was he,but John didn't really open up fully to me because of his past and to add to my problems he used to be a player.So he was never in love with anybody for real.Well with the personality I have I made a challenge with myself to make him fall in love with me which was not going to be and easy road but I like to say go hard or go home.
One month past and I can't put into words how sad and lonely it was going to be because it was Time for John to go to basic training for the army.I talked and cried to him on the phone and poured my heart out to him on that day.He did the same and we promise each other to be loyal and text each other whenever we got time.So yes for two months I waited for him to finish without no texts or calls,it was on of the most heartbreaking feelings I had to go through.Finaly I got a text I cried reading it when he said he was getting his phone back tomorrow and he will call me as soon as he got it. I was so happy to know he did come back to me and that he still loves me that's I started screaming like someone was trying to kill me and yes I know that's so childish but I didn't care about anyone at that moment.The next day he called and I couldn't stop expressing my feeling and how much I missed him,he even had the heart to tell me he was loyal and he still loves me like he never left. We talked about how hard it was for him and that how he taught of me everytime he felt like giving up yes I know he's the sweetest. Months past and it was Christmas time so he wanted to visit his family because he had been missing them alot so he took a trip back to California.During his time there we video chat alot,I saw his family and he told his mom about me like I swear it's a true love story.Now after his time spent there he had to leave back to the army so he left after 2weeks.
It was new years we both wish each happy new years and he made a promise to come see me over in my country,yes I was jumping for joy when John said that so I had to tell my mom and sisters about it.It was march when John got into a fight at work in the army and he was pissed and started saying he wants to go back to his old self. Yes after all the love an care I showed him and when he was finally open with me about everything he said that so I got mad and we both weren't talking for like some hours. Then again he couldn't say mad at me for long so we mad back.On April 4th he asked me to marry him and I said yes that was the most happiest time of my life,like we were both madly in love and we both wanted a future together like the quote said whatever are souls are made of he and mines are the same.
Now this is how my fairytale ending change drastically, when you not there for the person to actually hug or kiss or just cuddle that gets to you badly and that's what was going on in John mind and on July 20th I lost the love of my life because he couldn't take the long distance.I was truly heartbroken when he said he was breaking up with me because of the memories we made the love we share it was purely out of trust and not lust,the necklace he bought with my picture inside all the things he both for me ,the times when I was in pain an he sent money for me just to buy ice cream and those late nights singing to him and laughing watching movies together everything was gone.With just some words I still up to this day I love him and to be honest he told me I was the only girl he was ever really in love with and that even tho were not together he will always be there for me.So that's how gamer girl found love with out even meeting her love in person.
