Felt like writing.
It was an unusual feeling which creeped out, and it suddenly made me feel, that I don't belong to a family anymore, though I am very much a part if it, and this feeling insisted me to get to the bottom of this, or at least explore a rationale, which can be promising enough to eventually think what I was feeling. It might be inevitable and certain, but still it's challenging to digest any individuals death news, with whom you are...