life has scaped me.
I can't even feel anything.
his words have hurt me in so many ways I can't even describe it.
all I know is that it's too painful.

I closed my eyes while memories of that painful moment played in my mind.



Flashback...

"elyse Let's breakup" he said as if it was the best way to solve any problem in the world.

"why?" I said feeling my eyes moisten.

he averted his eyes from me and said..

" it's not working anymore"

"what do you mean by that? yesterday we're okay and now you're telling me it's not working anymore?!"
I said while hitting him on his chest. his chest who have comforted me when I felt sad, his chest that I always put my head on. but now I'm hitting it because I know after this I can no longer put my head on it nor cry on it. because after this the 'we' will just be 'me' again.

"do you love someone else?!" I asked him the question I'm afraid to ask because I know his reply would break me. but I asked him still. and his reply did hurt me a lot.

"yes, I do love someone else" he said looking me in eye as my tears...