There are some events that change a person, As it changes their habits and their way of living and changes their thinking somewhere....Something similar happened with me too, which brought a lot of change in my life, but the most change , in my silence .. I was already calm, but now I have become serious. Somewhere it's okay but wrong too.. . Because serious ,faith has been broken...Listen,No person has broken my faith but God has broken ...yes,i blame to God ... i lost my grandpa...I was not in a position to tolerate all this...But I am doing… and the result was that I became very calm.... and I can't handle my problems ... I fight myself internally but I can't speak to anyone..Who is very important to me, it just and only see my tears..If i cried after telling my problems to someone, then that person is important for me than only i cry....No one can understand my silence .. I speak a lot even without saying anything ... now let's see what turns life brings.

Good luck to my self...
© Siya