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"Out beyond the ideas of right and wrong doing there is a field, I will meet you there."
Rumi

The Heart, it's desires. The mind, it's objective. What exactly are emotions?

'Do you have to do this?' My mother was asking me repeatedly since morning.

' I don't know if I had to do this or not . I only know one thing now that this place can no longer hold me Maa , I am not able to cope up you see . It's getting worse everyday.' I said while packing my belongings.

My eyes were red and swollen. My entire being was looking as if I was not in a good proposition. My parents were worried that I might not be able to bear the consequences , it was my arrogance , my attitude that was making me do this.

I took my backpack and went to get a troĺley. My mother was crying , Dad was silent since morning. I touched their feet and without looking back went inside the airport.

'Cream or without cream ma'am?' asked the boy in his late teens . I gestured him as you wish , then took my coffee and was about to sit. 'So you think you can go away from me huh!' I turned ,looked at the source of that voice,I got shocked and fainted.

'Hey !'

'What?'

'You know, you have the most beautiful eyes.'

'Really?'

'Why?, you doubt?'

'No, actually you hardly compliment me you know.'

'I don't want you to get used to it. You are precious. You are mine. Only I can compliment you.'

'Didn't get what you said.'

'Will take you some time to understand. Just remember never take Yourself for granted and your worth is more than you can imagine. You are precious. By the way how you feel about this place?'

We were sitting on the edge of a huge cliff. It took us almost 3 hours to climb it. I was sitting on his lap . He was holding me tight because he know I have a fear of heights. He always has immense ways of curing my phobias.

I never asked him that what will happen if I fall . I trust him more than myself. it was blind, powerful and yes strong.

'She is a mess. ' , the doctor was speaking to someone, I could not see the face his back was towards me. 'She thinks she is strong but her body is very fragile. I dont understand why she was travelling alone.'

My eyes were burning , I want to sleep , sleep and never wake up. My body was tired and mind was like a city invaded by aliens.


'She has not got up since 48hrs, I think she is sinking, we should transfer her to ....' I could hear faint sounds outside the door of my room. I could spot the back of that man again. This time of course I can also hear a familiar voice. I could hear myself speaking 'Maa' , the voice could not get out of my mouth.

Suddenly, I saw something on the side table. It took me several seconds to recognise it.Then, my heartbeat stopped I think, I wanted to hold it. I wanted to get up but my hands..I was unable to lift. I wanted to shout , I wanted to run, I wanted to keep it safe under my pillow, The Mouth Organ, I could feel the warmth of tears on my cheeks. Slowly my eyes were getting closed and eveything blacked out again.

to be contd....




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