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Loneliness after retirement
This story is real life part of my life . I wanted to share some memories of my grand father who had died some month ago . I tried to write this with the perception of my grandfather. how and what they thought and felt . everyone would feel this loneliness in his old age .I could never know his thoughts. but to remember his memories I just tried to write my thoughts to understand him a little bit . I miss him a lot.







After 30 years of giving service to nation finally I retired from the hustled and bustled life . A peaceful phase of life was awaiting for me to spend some restful years of life . Now I wanted to continue my hobby which I had given up a very long time ago . Also want to spend quality time with my family and friends . I had so many plans in my bucket list to fulfill in upcoming years of life . I really neither wanted to sit freely with boredom nor wanted to be burden to anyone . I was hopeful towards completing the promise I made to myself during service .
I think everyone has bucket list to complete after retirement still . So I had also . I was super excited and had sanguine perspective towards my plans .
since I know being old is disease in itself but I was hopeful towards my life.


In childhood I had many dreams to fulfill but It was not possible at all that time because I belonged to very poor family lived in a village. My father was small farmer and mother was household lady . I had 3 brother and 2 sister among I was youngest . Being a youngest child everyone loved me . In morning after doing household work my family used to go for work in field where we all together completed the work then afternoon we used to lunch and then continued to work . In late evening we used to come back from the work together . That time we were poor but still happy . Belonged to a poor family I could not go to school at first but I was very interested in studies and school that I used to watch students coming and going to give school which was near my house . One day a teacher from school found me being happy to...