Hey friends this is an emotional talk you can say it's about what is going on my mind right now in this Diwali So you could skip it if you want to....


As you all know problems are always being a part of life and I think it would be until my death so Truely I am waiting for it but before my death I want to enjoy my life but my fate never give me any single chance to enjoy this because yes there is my family with me to celebrate it but my father Is always busy with his work my mother with household chores and all of my loyal and trustworthy friends are apart from me so the point is how I am suppose to enjoy this day without having any friend with me .
You all Yashshvi I told you about who is 400km away from me right now so with whom I am going to celebrate it and I don't feel that much excitement as before , I miss those days of happiness, carefreeness and joy and right now nothing is inside me I just felt it like another normal day To be honest I don't feel excited and I don't even know why I am telling you all about this maybe I need to waste my time talking like an idiot and there is no one to hear so I am just writing it down and I am confused why this is happening ,why is there no more excitement inside me .
From the morning everyone just sending messages happy Diwali and a that and I reply it with happiness but inside I couldn't feel it 😅😅😅😅 I know it's something that couldn't be undertable but.......
Let's skip it ,here it is ,I just want to say this and I am saying it ,If anybody know my question's answer please provide me 👍👍👍👍
HAPPY DIWALI TO YOU ALL
CELEBRATE IT WITH FULL ENTHUSIASM 🥳🥳🎉🎉🥳🎉🎉
© Payal Nahak