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my dairy...5 sep.
waise to aaj mera mnn nahi krr rha tha kuch bhi likhne ka prr socha thoda likh hi du . to aaj maine jaana ki agr tum ek baar kisi ka trust tod dete ho to fir uska apne upar trust karwana bahut muskil hota h..😔
sayd isi wjh se aaj mere upar se bhi kisi ne apna trust hta liya. to uss se m bss yahi bolunga ki agr tujhe mujh pe trust nahi tha to uss din hi mujhe chhod deti jis din maine glti thi . q nahi chhoda mujhe . jb Tera mujh pe ab bilkul trust nahi rha to q mujh se baat karti ho chhod do . aisi kon si majboori h tumhari jo tum mujhe chhod nahi sakti ho . agr koi majboori nahi h to fir bhi tumhe trust q nahi h mujh pe . maanta hu m glt hu hrr time pe glt hu prr kya kru tere baare me itna jo sochta hu . tujhe to khush hona chahiye ki koi tujh se itna pyaar krta h . or meri ek glti ki wjh se tune mujh pe trust krna band krr diya kabhi tune khud se ye swal kiya h ki tune mere saath kya kya kiya tune Mera trust kitni baar Toda lekin fir bhi m bar bar tujh pe trust krr leta tha. tujhe ek baat bta du jo baar baar kisi ki glti ko maaf krr rha h na wo tum se bahut pyaar krta h isliye wo nahi chahta ki tum uss se dur ho jaaye . prr tu kya krr rahi h ye to dekh . aaj tune mere se jo kuch bola use sun ke to bss yahi lgta h ki tune mujh se real wala pyaar kabhi kiya hi nahi . waise sahi kahte h log jo ladki tum se 1st time pyaar krti h wahi real hota h agr kisi ladki ke life me to tum 2nd wale ho to tum se kabhi pyaar nahi krr payegi . mujhe nahi pta yrr meri life me hamesha 2nd chance hi q aata h .
ab tujh se shikayte to bahut saari h prr tujhe frk nahi prta h unn sb se to kya hi bolu .....🤐🤐
bss kabhi kabhi mind itna jyada kharab ho jaata h tujhe lekar to gusse Me kuch bhi ulta seedha likh deta hu or bol deta h ...
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