it's been a while since I've felt like this. my heart pounding in my chest. you don't need drugs to get this high. I'm not saying it's bad, but I can't say it's all good. it's the hardest thing ever, to tell your heart, it can't love as much as it wants. or to express all of how it feels. or to say, too it, you can't see the one you love, and even though it rips you apart inside mentally and emotionally. you endure until...