We've been together for 8 years but I know he's still into hers.I know that i can never change that.
"Love?are you free in Saturday night?"I asked him
"Im fully sched Lorraine" He answered in a cold tone.
So our anniversary isn't part of his schedule.I see.I wish I didn't asked him.

It's Saturday night and I'm hoping that he had something for me.Or maybe he's going so suprise me.

I saw him enter the door and I greet him.
"Love!!!!You're here-
Surprisingly,he brought Diane with him.I just smiled and pretend it' doesn't affect me.
" Umh,hi?"
"She's staying here for a week."
"A week?"
"Yeah,my parents aren't there.They went to states and I'm home alone so I asked him if I can stay in here for a bit?Oh!but don't worry must feel free to do your wifey things.I'm just his friend"

Yes,friend but he act like you're his wife than me.He always like you but he had no choice but to marry me for his mother.I know that it not me and will never be me.

"Umh yeah,sure.You can stay as long as you want.Excuse me."



I went to veranda and he suddenly came to me.
"You should take care of her....it's you're wish to be with her for a long time."
I said with a cold tone while sipping wine.
"You're so insensitive Lorr!."
He exclaimed that surprise me.

I face and slap him.

"Me?Insensitive?Who do you think is?Is it me or you?Tell me Frank,did you even think about me once?Did you even care about how I feel?Did you even think twice before you take her into our house?"
I can't stop my tears from falling.

"Lorr,"

"Even once Frank....I've never heard you called me in our endearment and I've never even felt your love."

"Is that what you think?"

"What do you want me to think?That you love,care and think about me?After all these years that we've spent together.It's always Diane in your mind,inyour heart and even in your soul.Im not insensitive Frank....you are."

"I just want to see if you really care okay??!!!I just want to know if you really want me.But you always agree and let me do things on my own.That's it Lorr!"

"No Frank,from the start.If you really cared for me.You'll never let me feel this way.I'm a woman,you know I'm soft and alone.You know that Frank.You know that!You never even asked me if I'm okay."

"But Lorr,it's not like that."

"No,it is.But you know what?We should end it here.We should stop.But don't worry I'll tell mom nothing and I will always pay for your mother's bill.....qnd if you love her more than me.Choose her but please don't break my heart again."
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