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Confirmation or Closure?
‘Have i lost you,’ she thought,
when he didn’t respond.
Her insecurities deepened to a great degree. What would she do now?
He was so unthoughtful
where it came to her and her needs.
If only he would give her the time of day.
Acknowledge her at least by a message. ‘That would be a start she thought.’
The song on the radio came on, making her feel even more internally emotional.
‘God, there is so much that i want to say and do, to help him understand my feelings and at least then, i’d have a chance to let him know, how i truly feel.’ she thought.
Of course, this all feels like a romantic dream away, at the moment with him not even responding to a message that is sent.
How could she move on emotionally, without any confirmation or any closure, whichever it may be.
‘Why can’t i have what my heart is constantly calling out for?’ she thought.
For life isn’t as straight forward as we’d like to think.
For a heart without a home, is just simply lost.
She continued to listen to the songs on the radio and imagined, the positive feelings being conveyed from those words. Were they a good omen? Maybe,
ones of hope for her, in some small way.
‘At the end of the day we cannot move into anything without any hope, can we?
Otherwise, what’s the point?’
again thinking quietly to herself.

(31/03/23)



© Josephine Daniels.