i couldn't see thru her eyes yet alone since her eyes were mine. and as tight as they were held closed for no one to see besides myself . is what the world was left to be able to see. mostly nothing. .they couldn't see what I saw because she never gave them the chance to be able to see within her dying soul what was left within everything she wanted and for everybody not to know who I really was.... she wanted to captivate my own mind take what was hers and lock it away for ever
make it her reality instead . so id mentally forget...