It starts with a girl ..she is promptly clingy and more sensitive and sweeter kind among the hardly beat of people but still remains the unique with her complexity of thoughts....her voice raises with pain..in the strucked manner of dove with feel.. states....
I don't know,how I feel ? What I feel? I don't know what being true and worng , loneliness,sadness, happiness,yet emptiness! I cant feel how that I have being beating a million emotions in a single moment.light inside me is fading slowly and leaving me in darkness all over around covering my heart . Oh!I being hating what I am loving ! I being hating and loving same thing at a sametime .I don't know what's actually wrong.?and right? I used to feel like giving up ,but I can't harm the body which is not owned by me ..I am scared of wounds , I am scared of hurdle's with uttering pain..what can I explain.?..whom can I explain..how can I explain.? What I need ? And what I am trackling from.? theirs no such a sense which can seek my sense.. there no such a soul which can influence my greed nor share the pain of my mobility..
My mind can't limit my feelings nor my heart can console the pain , I am living in the greatest tragedy.I cannot quite explain it ,and I don't expect u to understand but I have always felt like a stranger in an unfamiliar world like an alien lost in the universe...
Atlast at the end of my pain I started to hear a slight voice at the edge of my pure soul which is totally in the stage of burning but it given a bit of wisdom.....
Like this there's some place else that's calling me home , from an unknown place within my soul .home ,home
It said u are the universe trying to understand
.Lol! there isn't much I can do for you. I believe this is a journey you must embark on your own. All I can say is reality isn't so black and white, and even isn't just a rainbow. Its everything in between, its more than the in between, it goes deeper than that. Your imagination creates entire planets, your imagination creates your entire reality. You are your own conscious creator and if you desire for the meaning of life, or what reality is, you will find the answer, but you won't be satisfied with that answer.because u are the limited minded creature and the unlimited thinker is ur creator..still in the depth u will know the moral of blessed life which is not even Ur concept of living , it's a eternal power which is influencing the Matter in ur growth and every emotion and feeling u are dealing now they will make u the soldier of ur own body ,if u can do just love the feeling of hating,give ur pain love as ur medicine, u are the your own healer and power behind u is the eternal one it won't have a capacity of Breaking while enriching u , don't be sad u are gonna pay for ur pain. It ended with prise the lord of heaven's and earth and what's laid in between them.
Then that been the last sense where I felt the reason of my presence. I started to seek the presence of my essence in the mobility path of supreme power which is the Divine crown of the universe ...it explained me in the deeper manner That, neither this universe is cursing me nor blessings me it's emitting what I am radiating..then I started to prioritize my soul with good things around good people, good food , seeking knowledge and spending rest in the essence of divine power ,it's a power which can sip the lips before the opening of the intentions, it's the power which deals with the inner most core of our hearts before the arise of new thoughts..now I am living in the world where I feel his presence is the greatest essence and path of Life.
I am smiling at myself today
There's no wish left in this heart it's because it left in the solitude of immortal power,or perhaps there is no heart left it's because I sacrificed it for the essence of divine power ,free from all desires , I sit quietly like earth ,my silent cry echoes like thunder , throughout the universe I am not worried about it I known it will be heard by no one expect me and the digger of it all behind..I was starting through window on the sky ,there was a satisfaction in my heart and a smile on my dimple cheeks ,the truth came out today and it seemed as someone had put ointment on the heavy wounds.
I couldn't believe that I can be so precious and great That I was endowed with intellect with choices,
With knowledge,with ability of knowing and growing , moreover, placed the universe to conquer
Infront of the divine power , I was rewarded with the light of guidance, so, after reaching the highest of the dealing capacity with our soul how can be hopeless..
I smiled , because reality was revealed , reality of being human ,I found purpose of life
But my heart was trembling for the prostration of gratitude for the divine power.. without u I am nothing.There's no Whisper without u..( divine power .There's no intake of breath without u..( divine power)I am nothing without u ..that's what I say my secured soul with in depth of faith belonging to u..❤️❤️


With ❤️ Love❤️ to divine ❤️ Power❤️



Hafsa....❣️