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Never Meant To Be
I stare outside the large glass window on the second floor, watching you walk away. Both shamelessly and effortlessly as if it hadn't phased you in the slightest that you just broke someone's heart. A real stone cold Liar.

Oh, how I had fallen for you too quickly and too hard. I couldn't control these emotions, the feeling I felt in your presence. The type of feeling like you would hold me dearest to your heart and never let go of me. Protect me when I needed to be protected. Defend me even when you knew I was in the wrong.

That was the type of love I thought of when I thought of you. All of that, and it was ruined when you first broke my trust, then my heart. Decieved by your beautiful, twisted lies. I didn't want to believe it at first. I truly did not, but all the evidence pointed in your direction. There was no denying it. I was wrong about you. You were just like the others. A cold hearted bastard who only played the part of the prince in order to fulfill my devastating fantasy.

You pitied me. I knew that from the start. The way you looked deep into my eyes, just like everyone else had done before. I never expected anything to turn out the way it did though.

First, you snuck your way into my mind, cacooned yourself deep inside my heart until you could manipulate my emotions. Then, you sucked the love, little by little, every single day until this very moment where all you left was an empty shell.

The empty shell of a girl who just wanted real love.

© Tannni