Think of the things that make you the saddest...
Almost all of them you have no hand in, no way to slow or stop the rolling of time. Inevitably dark, we can't change we just have to watch.
Your best friend moving, you don't have a say. Your dog passing, you think this world cares? Cancer in a close family member, no way to change it or reverse the effects.

I sometimes faulter and get lost...