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The untold Story
Dear Me,
Every time I write, I explore and re-create myself, sometimes I am no one, sometimes I am the special one, sometimes I feel shattered, sometimes I feel joyous, sometimes cry alone, sometimes I laugh alone and behind every aspects my life there is no one except myself to pat my back, although it's ok, life has shown me phrases, happiness, fear, sorrow, doubts attributes, faith and hope above all it has made me believe in myself always.
The me...
Since my learning days, I was forced to earn in order to survive and learn, I did, the result... a degree of MBA in HR, in course I lost my Maa suddenly, I was forced to cook in order to survive and look after my Baba, I did, the result... a modate cook, then I faced the torturous divorce, though I was shattered but I survived that and I was forced to loose all my fear, I did, the result... A fearless girl, and then the stroke attack, it made me loose my voice, the girl at time who spoke deliberately working at reputed organization who has attracted my admissions through her speaking power, suddenly she was no one for her friends family and for the organization. I was forced to quit my favourite job, I did, the result... building the strong faith in myself and the most tragic incident happened, my Baba lost his life due to COVID, my hero was my strength, courage, guide and my the reason for my happiness was now suddenly gone, a cheer leader a mountaineer and life support system was no where now, every where it was silence now, I accepted, the result... A new melancholic journey began, on the his demise when I took him alone to the burning ghat, I wrote "the show must go on." A new environment, a atmosphere, no one known yet I took my step, then started my Coching Centre "M 'S' D"... As the saying goes "THE SHOW MUST GO ON." From then have never looked back, it's ok to cry, it's ok to shatter, it's ok be lonely it's ok be laugh alone, it's ok to loose the so called friends and family because everyone's advice counts penny, but no one will be there to be happy with you or cry with you. I may loose, I may be broken I have learned to smile and it's ok, it's not the end, it is the beginning of a new life always and forever, because life is always beautiful in its own way. I will always thank God for is beautiful life. Lastly life is wonderful if know to live.
Moutushi's Desk (M 'S' D)
© M 'S' D
Every time I write, I explore and re-create myself, sometimes I am no one, sometimes I am the special one, sometimes I feel shattered, sometimes I feel joyous, sometimes cry alone, sometimes I laugh alone and behind every aspects my life there is no one except myself to pat my back, although it's ok, life has shown me phrases, happiness, fear, sorrow, doubts attributes, faith and hope above all it has made me believe in myself always.
The me...
Since my learning days, I was forced to earn in order to survive and learn, I did, the result... a degree of MBA in HR, in course I lost my Maa suddenly, I was forced to cook in order to survive and look after my Baba, I did, the result... a modate cook, then I faced the torturous divorce, though I was shattered but I survived that and I was forced to loose all my fear, I did, the result... A fearless girl, and then the stroke attack, it made me loose my voice, the girl at time who spoke deliberately working at reputed organization who has attracted my admissions through her speaking power, suddenly she was no one for her friends family and for the organization. I was forced to quit my favourite job, I did, the result... building the strong faith in myself and the most tragic incident happened, my Baba lost his life due to COVID, my hero was my strength, courage, guide and my the reason for my happiness was now suddenly gone, a cheer leader a mountaineer and life support system was no where now, every where it was silence now, I accepted, the result... A new melancholic journey began, on the his demise when I took him alone to the burning ghat, I wrote "the show must go on." A new environment, a atmosphere, no one known yet I took my step, then started my Coching Centre "M 'S' D"... As the saying goes "THE SHOW MUST GO ON." From then have never looked back, it's ok to cry, it's ok to shatter, it's ok be lonely it's ok be laugh alone, it's ok to loose the so called friends and family because everyone's advice counts penny, but no one will be there to be happy with you or cry with you. I may loose, I may be broken I have learned to smile and it's ok, it's not the end, it is the beginning of a new life always and forever, because life is always beautiful in its own way. I will always thank God for is beautiful life. Lastly life is wonderful if know to live.
Moutushi's Desk (M 'S' D)
© M 'S' D
