I'm just happy alone, but then see my friend's posts on getting married, then getting separated again and feel more safe being alone, but then my parents especially my mom, yes I love her a lot 💟💟 she says that she's not in this world for eternity that I'd spend my entire life taking care of her and her only and that I have to get married someday or the other! And now she says that I should find a guy for myself now how am I supposed to find a guy when my family was super conservative during my late teens and early 20's and hence I found out that I fell in love with wrong dominating men, which later I realized and it was my luck or my 6th sense that I left them asap.. now there's some insecurity or no safety regarding men in my head, so much so that I feel bit lost everywhere, in my job, in my career, I feel happy being lost in my fitness journey, eating well, but again the home and family stress takes over, my dad's violent behaviour irritates me, he's seriously too much! My head spins, my heart aches, and my life? Seems like it also has nowhere to go.. Just felt like sharing everything here, because I now do not have anyone who can even listen to this or understand me! Sorry if this long message takes up your time, you can ignore it! Thanks for reading if anyone did..💟💟❤️❤️ I'm somehow coping up with all of this and if someone else is going through the same, let me tell you that I am here to talk about it, you can contact me at instagram - @dextrous_girl_
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