Is it love , maybe . I like to believe that this feeling for you is love but at times I think this is just an obsession. and at times I just keep staring at you and smile like an idiot . But I can't believe that I am in love .

so i just suppers my fellings inside myself saying that it's just an obsession. I have no idea how long can I ignore my feelings . and I think it's good to ignore my feelings because it's never gonna work between us . you haven't even seen me ( i think so, and I am sure of that ) . so i keep doing this to me.

but the more I keep this within myself I think I am falling more for you .

what made me fall for you ?? that question still wander around my mind and I have no answer to that questions but just some random guess.
* maybe your smile
* maybe your carring attitude
* maybe your dreams
* maybe your childish attitude.
and a lots and lots of maybe's.....

the thing is I don't have a correct answer for the same.

i was a person who used to pray just on the days of my exam . but now you have been my prayer.
i always ask good to give you to me as mine to care and cherish.

That's the same I have to tell you .
plss.... stay single for know and fall in love at the moment that you see me with me. you are my first and I know I am not your first, but I want to be your last .
I want to hold your hands and walk down the alise one day and keep that hold on your hand till the very last breath of mine.

i want to live just a day less than you so i wont have to live alone not even a day without you.

my cutie pie , take out all your childishness , mischievousness and be yourself with me . just with me..

One day when you come to know about my feelings come and ask me about it . and then see how I am going to prepouse you like now one else have did .
ask me what made me fall for you and see me explain like no one have did.

I want this to happen but instead I want you to prepouse me first and until then I would keep my feelings within myself . and pray for the destiny to play .

if not in this life time I need you in the next because ........

hey I know such a day is never going to come so ..... i am always going to love and cherish you as long as I can . you will be always a beautiful chapter of my life.


and after all these i am still confused " am i in love with you or is an obsession "


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© daisy