I have never been one to trust people. I know people say that often, but for me, not trusting people is the only way to keep myself safe.
I hadn't met anyone who hasn't ever let me down.
Because of that, I have grown quiet. Not just the shy around the boy you find attractive, but the kind of quiet that is louder then speaking. Turning heads with my lack of eye contact, the way I head my head down.
I shouldn't have to live like this. But I do.
The day I met him I don't remember much about. It was just a normal day and I had gone on a blind date that my only friend set up.
The thing I remember most about that day was not being able to look away from his eyes. I hadn't seen eyes as blue as his.
Pretty soon I was under his spell.
There Isn't much to say, soon we where mar and I was with are first child. I had a husband and I was about to have a baby. Somthing I never dared to dream about.
But it was to good to be true.
When I thought I had married an angel, I had married the devil.
I don't mean that, in the way you think.

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