I am just trying my hardest to understand what' am I supposed to do I am already so far down the road an now that we have a good enough reason for getting in to one an r having a reason to be seen it's as if I am pushed to continue to wait an wait an once again it's mainly due to insurance an r ability to pay it's unfair an unjustifiable that I are anyone should half to live in pain an forced to just deal with pain an illness an suffer as well just dealing with it destroying everything in my life I am only sitting waiting hoping an praying my body an myself can hold on that long I understand a lot but this is wrong an I nor anyone should half to just deal with something that is robbing there life away I also fear that by the time I get help there will be hardly a reason to with the feeling I am already unable to do much without severe pain are the risk well maybe I fall today sn end up hurting an r destroying my body I sit here begging an praying for help an unable to get...