Today I am a new person, I would like you all my Writco Family to know me more and understand my lifestyle.

How do you define an orphan.
Story begins from Delhi where I was born.
I only remember or some memories still remain in my heart is that I was lost when I was small, I went with my mother to (Sabji Mandi) its a place where Vegetables are sold for cheaper rates. I was holding onto my mother's little finger as the place was crowded and there was no space to breathe too, I was feeling secure even the place was crowded and it was evening by now. I don't know what had happened that I lost my way I regret how can I leave the finger which I holded always.
I never knew the meaning of lost it was that I knew that my mother is nowhere to be seen and which scared made the most.
I cried my heart out, tears left trail on my cheeks but mother never arrived.
It was getting dark no one came to look at me I don't know if my mother was searching for me. I was small I don't know my exact age but I was small wearing a small dress. Wherever I looked there were only strangers around made me more scared my heart only wished to have a glance of my mother in this darkness.Shops doors were shut down but my heart longed only for my mother.
I try to ask people just by signalling them if they saw my mother, it was dark my heart was crying, I only wanted to be with my mother.
I fainted I think people must have called the police because when I was gaining some conscious I could hear someone asking me about my name and from where I come.
I could only hear screaming from all corners I was still crying my tears didn't stop. I dreamt of home and my mother love nothing was true the reality frightened me more all police men surrounded me they wanted to information but my body can't take it anymore and I gained some strength and started running outside in search of my mother. Everything was in vain there was no sign of my mother.
Police were running after me at least I just wanted to cry I cried till I was breathless.
Police tried to search for my parents they kept me in police station so if anyone would come in search of me, but no one ever came to claim me as their child, I longed for love there was no love only fear, unhappiness and tears left.
I never felt hungry sleepy or tired because when you lose someone you just want them back at any cost I tried running many times everything was a waste, I suffered injuries that also didn't hurt me because my only person was my mother whom I loved more than anything.

I will tell later..... Now I am leaving in Goa in an orphanage and by God grace I reached to this height and I am pursuing my graduation.