Kit was starting to realize that there is a good and bad side to being along for years. The bad is that she's alone and the good is that she's alone.
She's a devoted truful woman having respect for all commitments of marriage and just being in a relationship with someone.
It's always very nice to have a mate especially if the two of you are in love. But if the love is not there for ither mate it's just not good. There will always be this void that can't be avoided and that's one of the things that Kit is glad that she doesn't have to deal with.
There is nothing worse than in a relationship with somebody that doesn't want you. They say that they want you but they'll do everything but leave. You tell them that you know that they don't love you but they'll lie and say that they do.
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