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The Body
There she was .......,
Cold silent and dead, as I looked at her, I felt a sense of guilt, this death could only ever be caused by myself, I felt a weight being placed on my shoulders. A weight I can never only be mine and mine alone. A weight that I could never be able to remove, but let’s be frank it’s my entire fault.........
OK let’s go back to the star
5 hours before this time, approximately at 20:00 my body was shivering, I couldn’t think straight, my fingers were moving in all directions, I had no direction nor purpose with the knife on my hand. It was as if another version of myself had popped up, as I stabbed her, looking deep into her eyes, my heart filled with vengeance, full of anger. I could taste her blood it was like berry juice but non the less, I loved it, I wont lie “GOD” I loved it, as I tried to convince myself about it was, I knew I loved every bit of it, now let me be frank with you, I figuratively could taste the blood not literally.
But lets be honest these are both the me ever they both reek the same smell, if u ever tried to smell blood u would know what I mean, You don’t have to practically place your nose on something in order to be able to know how it really smells, firstly you smell with your brain and yes you can contradict what I’m saying as much as you want but its the truth, whether you agree with it or not its biologically true and it makes sense. Well logically there is a big gap but its the truth non the less.
So I came into the room her body all dangled with my man, lets to put it straight, my ex cause......
I wont get into the details of his downfall just yet. As I was saying, her body was all over that of Chris, they couldn’t get their hands off each other it was like they were glued to each other, now to be honest no sane person would ever sit around and watch that taking place, but hey nobody said I was just ANYBODY, and yes I wasn’t paying attention and I mean real close attention to what was going on, I’m just...
Cold silent and dead, as I looked at her, I felt a sense of guilt, this death could only ever be caused by myself, I felt a weight being placed on my shoulders. A weight I can never only be mine and mine alone. A weight that I could never be able to remove, but let’s be frank it’s my entire fault.........
OK let’s go back to the star
5 hours before this time, approximately at 20:00 my body was shivering, I couldn’t think straight, my fingers were moving in all directions, I had no direction nor purpose with the knife on my hand. It was as if another version of myself had popped up, as I stabbed her, looking deep into her eyes, my heart filled with vengeance, full of anger. I could taste her blood it was like berry juice but non the less, I loved it, I wont lie “GOD” I loved it, as I tried to convince myself about it was, I knew I loved every bit of it, now let me be frank with you, I figuratively could taste the blood not literally.
But lets be honest these are both the me ever they both reek the same smell, if u ever tried to smell blood u would know what I mean, You don’t have to practically place your nose on something in order to be able to know how it really smells, firstly you smell with your brain and yes you can contradict what I’m saying as much as you want but its the truth, whether you agree with it or not its biologically true and it makes sense. Well logically there is a big gap but its the truth non the less.
So I came into the room her body all dangled with my man, lets to put it straight, my ex cause......
I wont get into the details of his downfall just yet. As I was saying, her body was all over that of Chris, they couldn’t get their hands off each other it was like they were glued to each other, now to be honest no sane person would ever sit around and watch that taking place, but hey nobody said I was just ANYBODY, and yes I wasn’t paying attention and I mean real close attention to what was going on, I’m just...
