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SHATTERED TO THE LAST PIECE
My heart, you are fully broken, you have shuttered into a million pieces, you have bled to the last drop of blood, why do you still fall in love? I have no mind power to control your desires, but at least I have the mandate to question you; why don't you just give up on love and host another feeling in your chambers? Is there really any other room left for falling in love? I am enquiring about this since I know that you have been mercilessly broken to your last piece.
My heart, I have been rebuked and looked down at because of you. You have made me to look down at myself too and hate my life because of what I have gone through. You have made me to feel as if I am cursed because of admiring things that I can never get. Why don't you just say it's over and forget about this feeling called love? You have made me to start wandering, moving from one girl to another with the aim of just trying to identify who is right for my soul. I don't know myself anymore, my mind doesn't believe in the existence of love anymore, but you, my heart, still insist on feeling it.
My eyes have watered to the last tear, I can't cry anymore, I just sit and wait for another pain to come and crush my emotions to uncontrollable breakdown. I can't count the number of girls who have rebuked the essence of what you my heart feel, because your inner voice is too low to be heard, and what you feel is too overwhelming to be described by words. You lament from inside and nobody can hear you, only me can get the meaning of your lamentations, but there is nothing I can do to stop it.
Why my heart, why subject yourself to so much torture and you know very well that I don't have a soulmate? Why make me to cry to God for so long and make it look as if he doesn't hear my cry? Let's just say it is done, don't do it again, don't fall in love, for you have been shattered to the last piece!
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Heavenly Father I thank you for you are a God who is not compromisable, you always keep your word and stand for the truth! I'll seek your presence to the grave, for you are a loving God whose mercy is unfathomable!_
© Julius
My heart, I have been rebuked and looked down at because of you. You have made me to look down at myself too and hate my life because of what I have gone through. You have made me to feel as if I am cursed because of admiring things that I can never get. Why don't you just say it's over and forget about this feeling called love? You have made me to start wandering, moving from one girl to another with the aim of just trying to identify who is right for my soul. I don't know myself anymore, my mind doesn't believe in the existence of love anymore, but you, my heart, still insist on feeling it.
My eyes have watered to the last tear, I can't cry anymore, I just sit and wait for another pain to come and crush my emotions to uncontrollable breakdown. I can't count the number of girls who have rebuked the essence of what you my heart feel, because your inner voice is too low to be heard, and what you feel is too overwhelming to be described by words. You lament from inside and nobody can hear you, only me can get the meaning of your lamentations, but there is nothing I can do to stop it.
Why my heart, why subject yourself to so much torture and you know very well that I don't have a soulmate? Why make me to cry to God for so long and make it look as if he doesn't hear my cry? Let's just say it is done, don't do it again, don't fall in love, for you have been shattered to the last piece!
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Heavenly Father I thank you for you are a God who is not compromisable, you always keep your word and stand for the truth! I'll seek your presence to the grave, for you are a loving God whose mercy is unfathomable!_
© Julius
