Curtain Call
Hello To Goodbye

Deeply sensitive being often experience loss of body and self in relation to the concept of people/ society. They to continue being productive members of society earning and sustaining their hard at certain point take a curtain call-


Bridges fall ,walls crash or go up, in all the metaphors only the emotions are exposed. To feel , be dealt with and then burn the bridges, leap the walls and create a new self.
Amongst rubbles of broken emotions another person can only see the proof but those living it become the trouble for themselves. Even after letting go , grieving the loss of oneself, people and processes of life we pursue one more and more.
Persistence might not be wearing a shiny ornament but through the perseverance comes a shine within. Shining in not needing, believing and trusting people just acting out life to be not ashamed of giving up. Even giving up is framed with guilt and shame , other things are deeper in the cycle. The disassociation of the social need kicks in with heightened need for biological release that is the expression of this conflict.
The curtains on the bigger role of being in society if closed not in isolation but in self preserving the soul introduces solitude.
People flirt with one's solitude and the fling that ensues engulfs the being in a further dilemma. Nobody can be alone but loaning ourselves to others makes us deattached in the process of living. The fact that self love is the elixir of being is the shining understood in dying within yourself, forgiving yourself and claiming not people but the distance between you and the people. Distances don't make the heart grow fonder they preserve another flounder. Scrimmaging through all the debris of wanting and not wanting the shining also doesn't chase itself it is numb , blank and socially absolved itself of being more or less than its versions closing the curtain is the only call.

So my goodbye is not to my work or purpose, I will live it out till the grace of the universe supports but this is also my curtain call.
Learnt , Learning and deeply resonating with the flow of everything - come be with me if you are alone, laugh with me if you are sad and dance with me if you are out of tune.
But know now more so in the past recent hours what is my call!
Hello! I am there yet not there!
Peace Love Joy & Light
A Human Being