After days and days of thinking i wanted you back here,its like you knew what was going to happen but you still hurt me while i loved you,deeply waiting for you to come here and take over my soul,
Take me with you ohh.My heart,mind,body and soul ohh take me but then my mind reminds me of how you hurt me,i still will never forget the sacrifices i made for the sake of love.I left everyone for you but you still left me, these dark days has i cry it makes me feel haunted deep inside my heart i want to kill us both, i want you to feel what i am feeling right now ,you hurt me with your words but bribed me with your love.Everyday becomes more hard how do you expect me to live knowing you hurt me,it is not easy at all.I want to torture your inner being every little part of you,i want to break your heart like how you broke mine but because of the sak of love i wont because of how much i love you, the blood i shed was never enough,you just mean like the rest of the other people who used me just like you did.
I loved you even after you betrayed me,all the pain i went through but when i looked at you i saw someone different someone who would make me live a little better and fill my heart with happiness,i dont even know how to sleep or even eat without you.
Just sitting all alone deep in my own thoughts not knowing how to even put myself together but that is how you left me broken,when i imagined us i never knew someone like you would do this to me,i tried my best to put up with you to find more reasons to say i love you but that was not enough,your words made my heart feel sorry for you.
It was that facial expression that left a impression on me and those puppy dog eyes makes my heart melt.All i ever wanted was for you to love me like the way i did but it seemed you had other plots and that money and drugs excited you way more than i did but it is okay because i have been broken before everytime i used the little happiness you gave me to build me up you broke all of it .I could die for you,for our love because you would never understand how precious you are to me.It felt so good but you was fake,for nights i sat and thought to myself that it was my fault until one night i looked in the mirror and realised that if i dont make myself better and pick myself up after i fall nobody will, you have hurt me many times but i have always out the past behind us and looked at the good to come hoping one day you would love me like i do.Its too late now to make any changes because i thought you was the one for me but the honest truth is you deceived me.
I wish you did not love her,i dont understand what she had that was better but i always treated you like my own and hoped someday you would realise how much i love you.I had an amazing brother who helped me but it was not enough.
There was your brother who did not even care to help me with your bad ways.
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