I blinked as I regained consciousness. I had hit my head hard, or had someone hit me? Then I realised I was holding a bloody knife in my hand.I found myself scary.I was lost in a minute.My mind was full of thoughts.I cant regain my energy.I was scartted,lost,broken completely.Then I realized I lost my otherside of my heart.My love left me with no words.My heart is broken.I cant imagine what makes him to leave me.Maybe he found better than me?Now what would i do rest of my life?How am i able to spend fucking days, months years without him?I wish this is just a dream bad dream.