its been 3 weeks since you put your sweaty body on mine and you put your filthy hands on my body. as I lay here telling my story I'm crying and thinking maybe its best if I wasn't on this earth not because of what happened. not because of the pain. not because of the depression. or ptsd but because I might be carrying my real dads baby. the thoughts of abortion the thoughts of giving the baby up for adoption what can I do be the bigger person and raise him or her and just suffer through the pain every time I see him or her because she/he looks just like my sperm donor he doesn't deserve to be called my dad and I hope all hell comes for him in prison. 11 years behind those bars ain't enough for a rapist like you.
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