Him called insistingly.I finally decided I would pick up the call.

"I'll say nothing.I'll let him talk alone,get angry and drop the phone."
I said to myself.

I was tired of being the other lady.I was always put aside abrubtly.I needed to be valued.Why was I this desperate?
Him and his family were happy.I was sitting here all alone every night and every morning.

''I will call off this whole thing.'' I thought to my sad self.

I needed to have a man of my own.It must be adorable to have a man like Him as a spouse for life.Oh how I wished Him was mine.

"That's your biggest flaw Christa.You think Him is perfect and unique.You'll definitely not see the real man when time comes.I hope time waits for you poor girl."
My mind police was never wrong.Him was my Superman.I wanted no one else but Him as a spouse.I was...