You've been telling yourself over and over that you are fine but you are not. And I believe it is time for you to accept that. It is time for you to accept the fact that things have changed already. What you have right now is very much different from what you have expected it to be. And baby, it is okay to cry. Just cry. Feel the pain. Feel your loss. Grieve. And it will be over soon. It will surely be over soon.

I know you have so many questions. I know you are upset and disappointed. I know you are mad about it and it is okay to feel all of that. You are entitled to feel all of that. You are human. You've got emotions. Just don't give up. Don't let the pain change the way you carry your crown. Don't let that pain lessen your value instead use that pain to raise your worth. You are worth it baby. Sure you are. Maybe not by the eye of that specific person but you are valuable for a reason.

Don't stop fighting the urge to be better. To do better. Tomorrow is another chance for you to try again. And please try harder. I know your heart is so broken right now but it will heal again. Over and over again. You will be fine. Trust the process. You will be fine.

You will be fine.
© silvervierre