An 8 year old little girl who shivers as her father walks by. The words that stick in my head of a man who says he loves me. A man who says shh! I'm confused? If it's a secret it must mean it's wrong. As I shut my mouth and not speak a word, only because I was taught what happens in the home stays in the home. I don't know how to love myself. As I get older what do these men want? I'm I only here to be used and abused? I am brave! I know I can do this. It's not my fault. I finally said it. " Dad, I'm telling. Now I'm hated by the family. No one dares talks to me. My siblings yelling " You're just trying to get our parents in trouble. As I age I'm alone. No family. I'm I wrong for speaking up. I'm still that scared little 8 year old little girl. Is this why I was put here on earth. I grown now I'm over it. when I see him I shiver. I'm still this 8 year old little girl.
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