Sexually abuse. when I was just a kid she was 15 and I was only
10.
she was the daughter of a neighbor my mother's best friend.

I wanted to cry wolf. but I had to Pretend
that I was mature enough to handle it to the Bitter end.

She said please don't be nervous and let me beagain we started with the kissing and everything in between.

Then came the sex and I was aroused for a ten yearold kid I wanted to get down. She said this is how you move your tongue and
this is how you use your lips this is how you use your fingers and this is how you move your hips.

Up and down right to left. stop for a moment and catch your breath.

Once you get the hang of it we're do it again.
Little boy We're gonna do it again.

I said you love having sex she says I do
no one needs to know it's between us two.

She said I'm gonna show you little boy
what was done to me.
I was sexually abused when I was Thirteen.

I said why me she said why not
I like you little boy I think your hot.
With your long curly hair and White complexion
I'm gonna teach you how to move your tongue and every direction.

I said for a 15 year old girl you know lot. she said the man that abused me show me so much.

Seriously

Part 2

My mind was sexually corrupted by the age 10
Reading dirty magazines with all of my friends.
my relatives would tell me watch porn with us. So you can learn about the birds and the bees
having sex is fun.

Watching my older brother having sex on the couch. He would say watch and learn little brother as I turn her out.

I was having sex education with my teacher after school.
She would always say I'm just happy to spend time with you.

my teacher taught me how to make love to a woman and to be gentle with my touch to caress a woman's every curve as if it was a work of art.

To pay attention to the details in the act of making love.
It's not the size that matters
It's how you move that gets her off.

To feel my way from her head down to toes.
to always go the distance without losing control.

She taught me how to love and how not to love.
she taught me how to keep myself from getting a broken heart

One day she says little boy
I have this game I want to play. a have all these toys and I hope you don't feel ashamed.

I'll teach you how to use them. how to use these toys on me.first you start out gentle then you work me up then you drop the toys so could you finish me up.

I do have to admit miss Pamela was pretty as can be
she had a killer body I never thought I see.

She said little boy I have a key for you to keep.
should you ever run away from home you can always count on me.

I said Nobody has ever been so nice to me not even my own family.
I told miss pamela this is nice of you but this is little too much for me.

Today some would say I was the victim of sexual abuse.
but I blame myself for that because I wanted to play to.

I grew up way too fast.
today I find myself empty even though I have a happy home.

Jsix2onea