The day ends with smile, I don't know for what I was waiting for. Do someone will ring the bell? The question always arises when when I sit alone.
I don't for whom I am waiting. My life as normal as everyone one of them. The first thing comes in mind why I'm so lost when I don't know the reason to get find. In some short memories, I found my myself crying and always losing hope to live my life. Later gathering my courage to face others and walk for new light. I wasn't so loveable for others but not burden for my family. Everyone mistook me as dumb but I knew they will never know what I see from my eyes.
The harsh truth is I am not interested in anyone, they like me or not, I have got my own thoughts. Alongside of every hope I lost battles of proving myself but daily I stand and want to come out of the loop that holds my feet. I want to say many things to everyone but I hold cause words will hurt their soul. But I deserve to sit alone. I won't tell what's happen cause you are also at my side. Leaning on wall, reading the lines with a thought that someone will come in rescue of your mind.