Anxiety is like a beast, a wild one. For me it’s like a bear.

My life feels like walking trough a dark forest, full of traps and betrayal. I am scared of my actions, the consequences of them. Scared to know how I really stand in people’s heart, the people who really matters to me. A big fear of being abandoned, left behind, discarded... Scared to feel pain, thinking I might not be strong enough to withstand it....