I just drink liquor on a downtown barstool. 
I felt sadness until I felt nothing. 
Barstool healing. 

I found my way home and up my stairs.
I understand I should drink water but I feel like I will discover wine. 
Corkscrew coping.

I strip my clothes from my flesh and let the wine drip from my mouth to my nipples, with no interest in drinking suitably.
A proper mess.

I climb into bed wearing nothing but my shoes. My head covered by blankets but my bare ass out.
Shoestring songs.

I could finger myself to feel something but that would be too much effort, so I rest on my stomach and face, balancing the wine bottle in my mouth. 
Balance and harmony. 

I am arguing with something out loud. I think my thoughts are spill out and I am drunkenly trying to make them into logic. 
Drunk justification.

I fall asleep. Naked, drunk, confused, and horny, wheezing loudly and feeling numbness in almost all of my limbs. 
Barstools and me. 

I didn't pay my tab.

Fuck.

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