I check my phone while waiting for him. I smile when I saw our pictures together as I browse here in my gallery, this is such a perfect relationship in my own view. I am happy to the point I am willing to throw everything out and to risk for the happiness.

When I look at in front, I saw him I smile maybe he didn't see me. I was about to go to him and run when I saw he hug another girl. I stop for a moment and just look at him. I bite my lips and close my eyes.

I turn my back to them and just wait to him. I know he will come. I know he will. I hold my bag tighter as I heard him calling me. I smile and face him.

"H-hi." I said as I try to calm myself. How can I do this? How can I face him like this?

"Hey. You waited long? Let's go, wanna eat?" He hold my waist. Just like that I felt so secure.

I don't know how bad it was but he is worth risking for.

While we are eating I just keep on looking at him. He looks so serious while eating, I smile and get my camera to capture the moment. He is so handsome. Damn he is so handsome in my eyes.

"Staring is rude, baby.." He chuckle softly. I close my eyes and just want to hear his soft chuckle.

"I j-just love y-you so much.." Tears forming in my eyes. I open my eyes when I feel his hand touching my cheek.

I can't stop it anymore. My tears fell down on my cheeks as I feel my heart being tear apart. How long can I keep this?

"I know.. I really do, too." He assured me but why I can't feel anything?
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