What a great experience of Christmas to witness!!Yep,I am a celebrity and my darling name happens to come from a woman who I hated the most who is my darling aunt Belinda.It was so coincidental that I hated her so much when growing up and till now even though she was the one that named me at the absence of my mum being taken out of our country America to Germany for a reason I don't have an idea of and don't wanna care.I just hate my aunt with no effect but give the dazzling unusual smile anytime I see her without the hatred coming near.
Enough of talks,My name is Anita.Jackson as I am a famous nollywood actress.To my surprise even though I hated that woman,she gave me the cute name I wished for before I came into this world.My celebrity life has turned me into a person that gives that dazzling smiles to critical problems and also critical mental health status.
I never wished to get married or to produce my own offspring without unreasonable reasons or excuses.My unreasonable excuses was that I did not want my man to look at any woman or sight them not even talking of greeting them and my other excuse is that I don't want any surgery of needles on me and no stress of me changing my outfit or style of fashion because of pregnancy and also my diet.
This looks funny but very serious to me in person and that has cost me for dropping a lot of hot guys on my testing skills as they all failed most times.My last ex boyfriend's situation was very funny because he was actually having a video call with a pretty girl looking so hot on his phone when I walked in coming from the study room I was very shocked even after all my rules,he betrayed me.I got there,then I grabbed his phone as I dropped it inside a big jug beside him filled with water.He was still confused and more confused when I gave him a passionate romantic kiss lasting long for five minutes,then finally with a very hot good super slap on his cheeks as he was already lost in the romantic kiss I am giving him.He later shout at how I slapped him and I explain myself of how he betrayed me due to all my rules and then he looked at me very sorry for me and then he sat down on the bed then surprisingly telling me the lady was his younger sister in Dubai.I was very shattered as I could not say how sorry I am to even apologize to him as his expression did not embrace my feeling of apology and that leads to our breakup finally but I really miss him a lot.
My current boyfriend makes me very careful as I did not want to make the same mistake of my ex to him as I can't even bear to lose him.Quan,my lastest and current boyfriend has been the best even though I missed the previous one so much.Aunt Belinda is just the devil in my life without no reasons or maybe I hate her because we looked very much alike.She make fun of me for the first time due to the problem of my life as almost all her children are married already.But maybe they did not have rules but I do in which I did not want any inconveniences from any fucking person.I am the only child of my parents but parents are the best to me as they did not ask me of my marital status or neither did they disturb my peace of my regular breakup with a lot of hot guys of cool personality.A lot of trolls was slammed to me by fans and bloggers of my regular breakup attitude but I am very busy to attend or reply to useless questions as it is not everything the world must know at least I should have a little privacy as I have right to private life.
Even though I am with Quan,I always pray he should not fail my test or break the rules.Although,we are very close and about having a baby together,I am not sure of that but he is very sure of that and even dreams to have one with me in which the world will call him the father of the child surprisingly a baby girl most as he usually say but I could say he is day dreaming because I am not ready for inconveniences as the baby growing inside me will affect my way of walking,my weight,my diet,even my total behaviour and also wearing a cloth that will be uncomfortable to me but to the baby.If he want a baby with me,he should rather be ready to carry the baby inside his stomach then it is solved but for me No Way.......
Quan always get involved in argument with me over this matter because the love he had for me is so much which the situation sicks me a lot.
Finally,it is almost Christmas season as we are almost about to celebrate Christmas and I know it will be fun with Quan as it is always fun with others but I wish it is more fun and amazing than it used to be.My darling Quan is a fashion model who wins a lot of beauty fashion pageant and recently he just won the latest fashion pageant in which he is now regarded as Mr.America and given a golden trophy,a car titled with Mr.America on it.I can say that I love Quan and I will love him to my last breathe.Even before Christmas,Quan has start taking me to a lot of countries I haven't been to.Quan happens to be a resident and citizen of America so as I but he is also a citizen of some countries like Dubai, Germany and Italy.I did not even have the idea of where he was given birth to but later aware as he told me he was given birth by his mother in Dubai so he is a real Citizen of Dubai by birth and this made it that we travelled to Dubai first before any other countries.
Dubai is so cool and full of all my wishes,as it is known to be A Place Of Luxury,everything seems attractive and very expensive even so much worth it a lot.Quan took me to their house to visit some of his family since most of his family are out of Dubai to spend Christmas in other countries as some don't even live in Dubai.It was so lucky of me to actually meet his Granny,his younger sister who happens to be the last born,his aunt and his cute niece and nephew at home.I was so welcomed to their big luxury house so decorated with Christmas tree,lights and so on looking like a santa home.Quan looks so happy seeing his family as I saw that in his smiles, although he once told me that he went home with his ex girlfriend before which sometimes suffocate me so much because he love talking about his ex girlfriend a lot in most of our discussion which I usually caution him about.It seems the relationship Quan had with his family especially his Granny is very strong because his Granny was so happy seeing him, shedding lovely tears as they had the amazing hugs together.With a sight,I thought maybe she dislikes me but without even knowing his Granny has already love me so much in which Quan usually talk about me to her as she came close to me saying "My dear,You are Anita right".At that moment,I was so surprised she knew my name.His younger sister Dess was the cutest,she just keep giving the vibes to the extent it looks as if my best friend was the one making me to laugh so hard that I can't controlled it.Quan's Aunt was so kind,she welcome with a love,I am sure Quan is very lucky to have a sweet family with amazing people.Aunt Erica was just the same as his mother just as how I was told by him and Dess.She have two lovely kids Zara and Jamil.Zara is the elder of just three years and Jamil,the younger one of just six months.Aunt Erica was also a citizen and resident of Dubai and actually married a man from Dubai so her kids were born in Dubai and bears the Arabs names as she lives with her family together in Dubai.
After spending almost all our time with Quan's family,Quan insist he will take me out to see the whole vision of Dubai.It looks as if Quan is taking me on a Christmas date tour because it actually looks like a date.He took me on a yatch view to see a lot of Dubai's amazing night vision ever.We took pictures and videos together as our fans are so excited as they keep hyping us,sending comments, and get the ship sailing.We also went on a night ride then to the night concert which was the best.I met a lot of my celebrity friends even my best friend Drake who is a musican as he had his concert during that moment hyping me a lot.I feel the world with Quan that night as if the world is in front of me to the extent we shared a kiss in the car while on our night track ride.
We later got to our hotel and the next day was just lovely as the yesterday,Quan took me to Zara,a place for shopping in Dubai which the weather feels so cold,He spent his money using his credit card to buy me a lot of perfumes,shoes,clothes,bags,and even an expensive bracelet which worth a lot of millions.He took me to the desert park for ride and so on.
Shortly,after a while,we are already on our leave to London to have some moments there.The plane was actually on a private booking with no one so it was so fun feeling myself in the flight,having the headphones on, watching TV,having a lot of delicacies and expensive drinks and blankets on for it is feeling so cold and sleepy inside of me.We actually landed at London but I feel a little bit weird of myself as it could be the changing of atmosphere.
Dubai was so cool but London was coldy,maybe that's why I feel a little bit weird of myself.Quan had body guards but told them to give us space and privacy as if anything goes wrong,they will be told but must be at alert anytime.Quan was somehow scared seeing me feeling weird but unfortunately,these weird feelings has been happening in Dubai before we even landed in London.We took the elevator so as to reach our room in the hotel, while inside the lift,it looks as if part of belly moving so fast and pulling me down.I couldn't explain how I am feeling so I leaned on Quan for support.We finally reached our room,the room was so big as it is a suite looking so comfortable so as the bed.
I was even making fun of Quan in one of the pictures we snapped together in which I post as people were jokingly laughing saying he looks so cute looking like a baby in the picture.I couldn't stop myself from laughing after reading some comments.Then I came close to him showing him the pictures and comments,then he grabbed me by my waist saying "You are so naughty,I have seen it on my phone before you even show the picture to me.But I always knew I had a naughty girlfriend who is just so naughty".Then we keep laughing but at that moment,I felt somehow strange again in which something inside of me is moving fast making a pain in my waist.Then immediately,I removed Quan's hands as I sat down on the bed.He wondered I have never behaved like that around him,of him touching my waist so he asked me what was wrong,then I told him I feel somehow weird again having serious pain at my waist maybe waist pain I guessed.Quan was so worried as he told me he will call a doctor to check on me immediately.
Before the doctor arrived,Quan was even trying to massage my body maybe the waist pains will relief me a little but I feel so irritated at him touching my body in which I love massage.He was so shocked seeing me irritated telling him to stop as he was even increasing my pains.The doctor came to my rescue as he examined me while Quan was worried feeling as if he should have a clue of what is going on with me.The last thing I noticed in the doctor's facial look
was the constant smile on his face which makes me more relieved so as Quan.Then he move close to Quan and with a smiley face said "Our famous fashion model will become a father soon ".We were both shocked as the doctor hugged him and told him to bring me regularly for check ups if any complaints occur as he is taking his leave.
We both didn't expect this shock news as I was super freaking out.So what Quan has always be dreaming for actually came to reality,so I am part of his family now even having a baby for him which I always told him I don't wish to as I told him he will carry the baby if the case might be.All these questions runs in my mind as I can't even figure out how I will look like when the baby bump start growing.Quan actually knew I was so freaking out as he came to sit beside me saying"You are giving me the joy I always hope I have,I will also become a father of my own child having responsibilities which I am ready to take out". Immediately,he said those words,it touch my heart as it is so sweet but I am still freaking out then I said"Didn't we talk about this?, now I will become a married woman going to have a child which I told I don't wanna be".Quan looked at them knowing we once talked about it before then he said"Ok,then you can be my baby mama".I just feel he is kidding me out then I reply with a great breathe"Your babymama??I can never be your babymama,then you start having more than one babymama and my child will be having step-siblings".Quan seems confused as he look at me confused with a smile,then he said"What should I do now,let us talk about this discussion another time but now let focus on the baby we are expecting".This still cools me down a little bit.It is a Christmas Baby!!!!I think in my mind.
Quan was so happy as I never seen him so happy as this moment before.He took me to a big restaurant in London as he said he admires me a lot.I don't want to eat too much again because of my weight as there will be changes during pregnancy and I don't want it to affect me at all.I didn't even feel myself all because I am carry his baby because I feels irritated everytime .Anytime,he keeps holding me getting close to me,I usually tell him"If you keep doing this,I will just get away this your baby".
Our fans can't express how happy they are as they will be expecting a baby from us in fact some of them in London gave me a lot of gifts.My mummy who is in Germany can't express how happy she is to be able to carry her grandchild which she has been longing for years.Aunt Belinda keeps calling me up and down as she is so happy for me as she is just a second image of my mother to me.Quan has been patient and always will be because I keep giving him a lot of stress now but he didn't even bothered because at least it is his child I am carrying.
I have now become Quan's priority because I am giving him a family soon,This is the best gift this Christmas season has given unto us.I never feel like getting married and producing my own offspring all because I never feel the motherly love which I am now feeling.I keep looking at myself everyday as the baby bump starts to grow.The problem in pregnancy is that mood changes, clothing changes,weight even changes as some put on a lot of weight or even less weight which usually annoys me a lot.We spend enough time in London,then we move on to Italy as it is known to be The Best Place For Delicacies,then to Australia and then to Germany.I never even knew we were going to Germany until Quan told me about it as he thinks I need my mother's love right now than anyother.At least he always try to make me happy everytime I feel so annoyed.The place was so familiar to me because I have been there a lot of times as I am also a citizen of Germany since I came along with my mother when I was young and gained citizenship since I was only 5 years old not above 18 years yet.We were both familiar with the place looking like our home since we are both citizens of the country.I set my eyes on my mother which has been somehow long as my dad is in America but recently in South Africa for business investment.My mum known as Mrs.Maria Jackson was so surprised seeing her little doll looking so grown up than before also with a sighting growing baby bump.She just gave me those cute smile saying"Didn't you always told me you won't get married and have an offspring but I always look at you as you are following the world thinking what the world will say about you but the world will always talk good of you when you carry out the importance of a woman which is your baby as it is the best feeling a woman can ever feel".Saying those words makes me shed some tears inside of me as I think Quan really knows what can cool me down by bringing me to my mother to listen to some emotional lectures as all mothers do speak.Then Quan said"It can affect your weight,dressing........".He was cut off as I gave him a warning eye sign not to say those in front of my mother or else I will use all my day hearing lectures and scolding but may not since I am carrying her grandchild but If I wasn't,she won't spare my life so he should keep shut if he doesn't know what to say.Then Quan keep on talking saying"This is a celebrity and famous baby the world knows even though He has not yet been born.This is our Christmas baby.I will celebrate Christmas with him even though he haven't been born,celebrating in a way it will involve him".This melt my heart with tears I don't even know what it could be.This feeling make me a different person,maybe because I didn't have a motherly love when I was little left by my Aunt to name me on my naming ceremony and to take care of me immediately I was born since my mother was already in Germany with reasons I am unawared of as I didn't bothered.But I am now bothered and concerned to know because I am soon having my own baby,my own flesh.I left both Quan and My mum in the sitting room and in their discussion as I went in to my room.They were so surprised as I went in,My mum asked Quan"Is she okay?Hope no problem between you two?".Quan was also surprised of how I could just enter when having a serious discussion but pretended to my mum not to make her worried"All is well between us,maybe she is just tired or feeling weird.You know this is the first experience".
I did not know why I left them in the discussion but I feel so emotional just to be alone.How will I take care of my own child when I did not even enjoy too much love of a mother when I was little?This brought my perception of not having my own family,also thinking having a baby of mine will affect my lifestyle of dressing,stature without even knowing it is the best feeling a woman can have of a child changing her lifestyle so as to become a mother.I recalled everytime my friends will be always happy to have their own child in the future because they love the way their mother usually take care of them so that they can experience it.The best experience that is so near to me is the motherly love of Quan's mother to him,I feels so jealous because I always wish she should be my mother although I am lucky to have her as the mother of my boyfriend or I should say the father of my child also as she usually regard me as her daughter.My Christmas has never been perfect ever since I came into this world although I am fun of Christmas but it never give me whatever I wished for.I feel my baby has a great connection with me because my mum gave birth to me almost close to the celebration of Christmas and now it happens that I got pregnant close to the celebration of Christmas.My mum came to me later as if she knew I was in a emotional mood,she explained everything to me as she feels my pain of lacking her love the time I needed it most.She bought light to the darkness as she told me she wasn't there to name me and care for me when I was a baby because She had a mental health issue after instantly giving birth to me as they need to flee her to Germany to have immediate treatment and that's why she was absent on my naming ceremony and why she lacks my motherly love when I was a baby.She looked at me shedding tears saying she is so lucky to have me as her daughter,then touched my baby bump saying"I know you will be the perfect and best mother to your child and I will be the best Granny as I will show the love I suppose to give you when I was absent to your baby,Have a perfect Christmas honey".She gave me hope as her words were so sweet and filled with love and care as she is the best mum"
Quan and I later travelled back to Dubai as We celebrate Christmas with his family including his mother as We Shout "MERRY CHRISTMAS",and Quan said to me
"You are giving me the best Christmas gift,It is a CHRISTMAS BABY"as they all chorused so loud.

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