The first time I heard bout then pandemic covid-19. It was maybe a week before total shutdown was initiated. I had just broken up with a guy I was still in love with. And my step sister was coming to visit for the holidays.

Covid-19 led to a few months lockdown. in those months I became paranoid thinking for sure it was the start of the end of the world. And I was careless, i let myself believe to do whatever it took to make myself happy n not expect crap from anyone.

when I went back to school. I became more out there( bubbly). You have to understand, I was that quiet girl who didn't like talking with a lot of people especially those I don't know. I juss smile and shrug as if the other person speaks my language. But then when I back to school I fucken talked like my life depended on it.

I realised that life's to short to be quiet and kind. Speak Up and Fight Back if need to.

@19*11zo