I love him, I know I still do
I can't even try to deny that fact, it's impossible, but why don't I feel my butterflies anymore, I don't feel the tingling sensations anymore, I use to be head over heels when he says he loves me, now I just roll my eyes and say nothing, now I ignore his calls intentionally, now I find every excuse to get away from him, but I know I love him.. why all these changes all of a sudden, it's not possible to fall out of love, why can't I be like everyone else or is everyone else also like me, why is my love story always different, why do I always get tired in the end.
I just desperately want to love and be loved back forever, not for a while but forever...
That's all I ask...
To be stuck in love.......