I took coaching for my secondary education in kota,Rajasthan(This place is well known for its quality education).I was full of energy and excitement for my studies as well as to explore the new place.You will get to know new languages,new cultures and different food items and many more things to explore.Also don't forget to visit mount Abu.
Now if i keep on telling then i won't stop, so lets come back to the main topic.My study was going well by the way.So the story starts when i got promoted to class12.
I saw a very pretty and calm natured girl that day. She was really very beautiful and also performed well in her studies.Many times i have stared at her and i marked that she also stared at me many a times.I didn't had the courage to speak to her(Actually the thing was that i had never spoken to any girl before).Time kept on going.Whenever we saw each other we used to just give a smile to each other. Then came the day, last exam of our 12th board just got over. Students were coming from the exam hall,some with happy faces and some with sad faces. Then among those students i saw the pretty girl coming towards me. My heart started to beat very fast "dhakdhak dhakdhak dhakdhak". She came infront of me and gave a very sweet smile and said "Hello dear,i know that you have been watching me for a long time.So, how are you and can we be friends?"
I don't know what to say, i felt so numb from outside but from inside i was in seventh heaven,dancing with full excitement,joyfulness,happiness......
My senses got out of control and i don't know how but i directly told her that "I love you❤ and i have been liking you since the day i saw you."
She calmy replied with a smile that
"I know that and I also have the same feelings for you but we can never be in a relationship, can we just be friends."
I was shocked to hear this, i mean if you have the same feelings for me then why can't we stay in a relationship. But I then gave a second thought that for the first time a girl is asking for friendship, so i should accept her friendship and leave everything to god.Then we started talking with each other for 2-3 days.
I asked her many times for the reason of her denial to our relationship but all the time she ignored and diverted the topic.
Then after somedays she didn't
come for coaching. I tried to contact her but the answer always came 'phone is switched off.'
I even went to her house which was near the coaching institute but it was locked from outside. I thought she must have gone somewhere with her parents.
Then nearly after one month she came to me but now no glow was their in her face. I could recognise from her face that she was depressed. She came near me and asked me in a sad tone
"Can you promise me something,please"
I said 'yes.'
She said in a deep low voice "i know that your love for me is true,but can you please forget me for rest of your life,please🙏🏻." Then she ran away to her house.
I was like does she know what she is asking.....That night many negative thoughts came to my mind about her....does she love some other guy or was she playing with my emotions.
But everything changed the next day.
Early morning when i went to her house, her house was locked and a folded chit of paper was kept near the gate. I unfolded the paper and read it.After reading it all my negative thoughts for her melted away, i felt like tsunami fell upon me. I totally broke down and cried loudlywith my heart fill. I took a oath that i won't marry or even thing of any other girl. You are my soulmate for all the births to come.
😢😢😢😢
This is what was written on paper
"I have a hole in my heart and i have very less time.I can't see tears in your eyes, thats why i didn't tell you.I really love you a lot.I think god will make us meet in next birth.Good bye and please dont blame yourself for anything."📝😔❤










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