Nothing new
except the frequency of the never ending pain.Im tired of feeling this way even death doesn't want me. My sorrow has taught me something mental health deterioration can happen to anyone regardless of your lifestyle or how much you may buy your way out of every episode it will still weigh down in your chest and you'll feel the pain during those insomniac hours when sleep your only source of relief is still on your wish list , and it will just be you and the monsters that reside within you.Its exhausting I just want my reservation six feet under in my own box tucked away from all this and you won't ever hear me complain because it would have all ended😟❤️
© ketty