I was the person who always like to be planned and organized .I planned my life a long time ago before living i was always i will do this and then that and it will be perfect ,everbody told me not to plan too much they all said destiny made plans not humans but i was obsessed with planning that much that i never listened to them .I get my MNC job as i wanted with the exact salary that i wanted. Rohan my fiance i met him through my mom and that's also because i decided that i will marry at 30 . He was ok i was never the person who believed in love so i just thought we are compatible so i said yes and after that we were engaged as i planned . I was living my life thinking that i can control it until the day when i saw Rohan with a girl and when i confronted him he juat blame all on me saying that i was control freak ,dominating and totally boring and crazy i was shocked but somewhere i knew it was right because i made myself like that when Aditya left me he was always the planned one and i was the careless one and that's why he dumped me and, i always thought he left me because i was careless that's why here i am all like he wanted but nothing changed and again someone dumped me ,i walked away from Rohan and just started thinking my past 2 years after Adi there was no one day i was myself i became a walking robot i told everyone that i moved on but damn no he was still here in my heart as the hole that he created after leaving me but i never just want to accept that and now when i accepted that i feel light and then i directly went to my office resign my damn boaring job and booked a flight to europe somewhere. i always thought that being like that was my life but no that was what i wanted and now i don't want that i did that i did all that people said was not for me ....just believe in yourself you will fall but you will also rise and much more higher from where you fall
© stuart