Time passed. But mine is moving at a slower rate and even frozen sometimes. I am struggling but I am happy and content. I feel at ease most of the time. I managed to leave Taehyung. I survived thinking to myself that I deserved it. Surprisingly, JK stayed most of the time. In a way, I am glad he is always there for me.

I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl. She resembles Taehyung very much. Even JK said so. Seeing her growing up makes me sad sometimes. How much different things can be if I don't walk away from him. Is it good or bad, I don't know. Will he ever change? I am not sure. There are many times that I am wondering how are they coping? Taehyung and Amy. The past that hurts me so much, somehow shaping me into who I am today.

JK always said, the sky always gives us a reason to live. I didn't understand back then, but when I spent too many times staring at the sky, I come to notice that the sky and the clouds change numerous times within minutes. That means there are always hopes and reasons for me to look at. I had various choices to choose from if I look closely. That was how I became at peace and appreciate more. It's okay if I stumbled, I can always stand up and...