I try to explain myself in A honest way what I want and what I needed and where I came from but my feeling was avoided, I was hurting inside, because of the betrayal, the A busive and the disrespect i feel in amost way I couldn't even explain my emotion the way I want I was in pain, no body understand and fall in negetive feeling. And change the way I see, but today I don't need you anymore because I could love myself and take care myself, Mentally and spritritually.