I seem to only come here when my life is falling apart.. I thought these days were over .. ha, yeah right. Who am I kidding? Well anyway, I'll get on with it. struggling to keep my marriage together, even fighting to have a baby. You tell me.. how many second chances is to much? When does it end? How do I know when to fully give up? Because right now just not talking about it or fighting and then letting it go is alot easier then asking you to leave for good. Im so broken that caring and not caring feel the same. Loving you and thinking about letting you go are starting to feel the same too. I always wanted it to be you just like I always knew that it couldn't be you. I love you now and ill love you always.
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