"Healing is weird. some days, you're okay, and you're doing just fine; other days, it still hurts like fresh. it's a process with no definitive time frame. you just have to keep going and know that when all is said and done, you're going to be okay."
                                                     
  ~ Zoë Kaià


Healing doesn't come overnight. It takes time, it takes courage to overcome, to go on with your life, to wipe those tears away, the pain that still stings, you've longed to be loved and appreciated but someone took that away from you, you felt violated and shattered, and when someone fully loves you, you might shoo them away because you have trust issues, you might no longer need love because you have trauma, because you think you might not need them anymore.

Overcoming things isn't easy, that's why you need a friend or family member you can lean on, that's why I'm lucky that I have my best friend right now, Michael he understands and supports me all the way, all through my healing process, the good and bad phase of my life he's been there, he's been the great support system I have right now, he's been there all the time, just one chat away, he loves me for the way I am, and I'm forever grateful for him because no one did that for me these past years of my life, he's one of a kind, and I couldn't ask for more.

With him I feel safe every time, he's my miracle too, and my angel, without him I'd taken my life already, he's forever my secret keeper, thank you is not enough to thank him, he's been the kindest, loving and matured man I've ever met in my life, there is no one like him, the patience and understanding is endless, I'm lucky, right? I'm forever treasuring in my life, every note that he's been sending me. I've treasured that in my heart forever; best friends for life, that's what we are, and because for the first time in my life, there's someone gentle with my feelings, heart and soul.

Being strong again is mentally and physically challenging; it takes guts for you to achieve and survive this excruciating pain madness world; making it out alive is one of the bravest things to do, to live by the promise "Everything's going to be just fine." Being alive is one of the most wonderful feelings; embrace it, conquer it, and play it with your magic wand; you can't easily judge someone by their words or judge them with their actions because actions speak louder than words and as my saying goes, "It's okay not to be okay."

(credits also to Pinterest for the quote that I used)

THANK YOU FOR READING!

© Fairy Zoë 🧚‍♀️