thodi nadaan thodi ziddi payal hu mai....hn tumahre pyaar me mai khudko bhul jate hu...bhul jate un jhutho ko bhi jo mujhe btaye Gaye....ji... ke seva hai kya tumhare pass ye sawal aata hai ...par kah bhi koun rha ye baate jo hamesha bas ji... ke baate krta ho....jaldi he wo din aayega jb mai khud banke dekhaugi jin jin logo ne mujhe niche nazaro se dekha hai un sb ko jawab milega ....mere bas ek he galti hai mai jyda bhauak hu...bah jatr hu bhawnao me bhul jate sahi galat bhul jate ki kisne kitna niradar kiya mera....hn tumhare choti choti baato se mere lambji lambi raate kharab ho jate hai ....nahi so paate mai....din ke din mai bas tumhare bare me soch ke tumhare baato ko soch ke jagate rah jate hu....phir tum bolte dhund lo kisi ko kya pta mujhse acha mil jaaye agar yahi sb karna hai toh phir kareeb kyu aaye mai toh khush thi tumhe dur se bhi dekh ke sb jante hue ki mujhe tumhse kitna pyaar hai tum aise baate kar lete ho pta nhi kaise ....mujhe lgta hai mai sach me pagal hu jaise tum majak me bolte warna aise kyu he bare minimum bhi na milne pe bhi aise he preshan rhte hn ab mai bhi banugi aise he character jo mai hu nhi ek sakht dil...insaan bina kisi bhawnao ke ...hn syd mujhe aise he ban jaana chahiye taki koi mujhe aise ehsaas na kara paaye jinko leke baad me mai preshan hu ...kya thi mai kya ban gyi hu kya karne chali thi kya ho gayi hu .....hn thik hai ab koi baat nhi hai bn jayugi mai ab aise he...kosis kar rhi hu kya pta kb ye good news mil jaaye ...kai bar mujhe pta bhi nhi hota kya glti mere phir bhi maafi mang lete...na bhukh hai na pyaas hai ab koi lgte ...shayad mai pgl thi ya pagal hoti ja rhi hu