what an unexpected start, first thing, am
only worse for the mindset, for what it's worth
for assuredly this was to be the worst,
and here I'd been, coffee in hand
again fooling only me.
and about this, sadly today, feeling
I'd not known worse
in all the length of my days
and while i was sure I had satisfied
these, their,numerical accounts, and all associated fees
that the books showed all put to paid
on these seriously inane accounts
that the suit wearing badges, keep in mind, in their mind, the wild and imaginary imaginings they keep while they keep count,
this morning they came wanting still more, and tho I'd had not one bit more, they came and demanded
that the price be remanded, upon my freedom,
for my very freedom this morning.
guilty of the crime of expanding my mind,
they had me dead to rights, the only thing I know for certain now, is
the bigger guys will come next time, reading me my imaginary rights
and I had certainly fulfilled all the known requests required. and that and so on,
who can tell now. my mind is a mess and I'm mixed up inside, my only prayer, my mantra
I hope not to leave my child behind.
abandoned again, over monetized opinions of how I've spent my alone time...
© JennJ