theres a reason why I dont share.
a reason why I cant connect in some ways with people
why I cant reciprocate the same energy as my other friends
why I cant follow the trend
why I cant flirt
why I cant do this
that.
so much shit
I cant do

it's sad
it's making me mad
I cant take it
I dont like this
I dont like being like this
but its who I am
when is anyone going to get that?
am I going to be lonely forever because I'm like this?
it's been 18 years.
am I too impatient ?
am I too boring?
am I? am I really?
I cant stop loving the things I love. not for someone...