Some nights are harder than usual.
Some nights insomnia is not my only problem.
Some nights I just find myself sitting on the bed.
My hands are wrapped around my legs and I am looking at my motionless feet.
Thinking about the things which don't need my attention but still I am thinking about them.
they are poking me continuously.
And then I saw sun rays are coming from my window.
And just to pretend that those pills are working and I am completely fine.
I cover myself in a quilt and lay on my bed then my mom comes in my room and wakes me up.
And I say mom 5 more minutes just to make the whole scene look more real.
And then she says,"enough beta wake up. You have slept enough."
That sentence triggers a hurricane inside me. But I only sigh and wake up with a usual smile on my face.
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